Turbidity


"Life is full of sorrow and pain, and the cause of this sorrow is DESIRE " said Buddha.

We keep on moving and moving in a hope that we will be happy when we reach that milestone but as soon as we are there the milestone changes and we keep moving again, Is this life all about or is it to hold on, watch and enjoy! There is lot of turbidity in my mind, a tsunami of thoughts ,very hard to silence whats and hows of life.
Sometimes some instances in our lives leaves us with an exclamation forever, we never get to know the reason why  life brought us to this situation and here the theory of whatever happens, happens for a reason, seems to fail.  The desire to gain what you want never dies and it is left inside your heart like. a burning fire, that if not controlled will burn not only your dreams but your whole existence as well.
Sometimes we define our dreams and at other times our dreams define us,infact when seen with open eyes they tend to rule us.Mind just becomes a slave in that situation listening to only what a selfish heart demands, and links all its happiness and existence for that matter to this dream.When unfulfilled it becomes really relentless and is not able to perceive the other worldly happiness as its fondness is lost with that dream only.It starts to love that dream so much that it is difficult for the poor mind to imagine itself without that unfulfilled dream and it starts to break.

But what if being strong is the only option?

It sometimes gets very fond and wants to live the dream or work for it again but then it is sometimes so afraid of losing it again that it really feels it difficult to even think about it, thus it ends in turbidity.

What is this fondness, what is this desire,not sure,but surely it is the creator of sorrow and pain !

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  1. BloggerMay 10, 2019 at 1:23 AM

    You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have!!

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